It’s funny how you can take things for granted, until you meet someone that doesn’t.
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Me: "What time is it?"
Josh: "Theres a clock right there."
Me: "Awesome... But I didnt ask where the clock is, I asked what time it is..."
Spent all of yesterday on a much needed break from all of humanity. Not that I dont like people, but sometimes I just have to get away for a day or two and not have to worry about anything. And okay, I was out in public, at a mall. But for whatever reason I really couldnt care less about other people around me when I go somewhere with Sir Joshua… Dunno why really, but for whatever the reason, everything in the world seems less irritating, probably because hes the one friend I’ve got who doesnt have a problem that I want to help fix, none that he allows me to know about at least… Sometimes its nice to take a break from that great desire I have to help everyone by isolating myself from everything. Plus I got a new movie that I cant wait to watch a thousand times :)
Yay for Nine the musical!!
Beeeeee Italiannnn!!! ;D
Today someone called me her best friend… And were not even very close at all… In fact, I havent seen or talked to her in years and even when we did see eachother in school we were never close… Heh…
Today at the beginning of class, Mary Joe told us she might let us out early… And true to her word, the girls of Mary Joe’s two-o-clock playscript analysis class found themselves out of class three minutes early!
I told her I had no idea what to do with myself for three minutes.
She said “Just wait, one of these days Ill let you out of class FIVE minutes early.”
No competition… I think she will forever be my favorite college teacher hahah
Oh the irony...
Him: "I feel sorry for that character..."
Me: "Why? Shes a mistress. You should know when you become a mistress that you cant be the guy's whole world or anything..."
Him: "Well what would you do if you were in love with a guy you could never have?"
Me: "Well I guess Id have to learn how to deal with it, now wouldnt I?"
Bob Ross
[Watching Pocahontas]
Me: "I can paint with all the colors of the wind."
Josh: "No you cant."
Chanda: "Bob Ross can!"
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Its hard sometimes, having so many friends. Most of them dont get along with, speak to, or even know eachother. And it gets difficult sometimes trying to give them all some of my time. And then theres some of my friends who get angry at me because I dont hang out with them as much as they would like.
But what no one tends to realize is that Im a gypsy. Deep down in my soul, I was born to hop around, to fly with the breeze and go with the flow of everything. I dont intentionally ignore anyone, I just tend to hang out with whoever feels like kidnapping me at the time.
Especially tonight when Im finally hanging out with some good friends that I havent seen in months. Theyre a priority right now over the friends I see all the time.
I have plans Monday, so I doubt Ill be coming back to town until then… But other friends who havent really made plans with me are upset with me because im choosing to go to the fireworks tomorrow and staying gone all day.
Why is it that people dont understand that I cant really be claimed by anyone. I cant belong to anyone. Ill get around to you eventually once everyone else has had a turn. Im starting to feel like people are trying to cage me and keep me to themselves sometimes, and I just cant handle it…
If they keep it up, Im bound to end up running. Thats what I do when people get comfortable enough to start trying to act like they own me, I run. I push them away and run for it.
Ive always been a runner.
My whole life.
Ive run away from everything that threatened to take my freedom or individuality away from me.
And even when Ive done nothing wrong, I get to be the bad guy…
Im I really so bad that all of my friends are terrified of pissing me off? Cassie’s external hard drive stopped working. And she thought I would be mad at her.
I wasnt.
She was going to bring her camera up to me at school so i could take it to photography class. She never showed up. I was worried something might have happened to her because she wouldnt answer my calls when I got out of class. Turns out shed forgotten the battery for the camera at home and was scared that I would get mad at her for it so she just went home and ignored my calls.
Guess who wasnt mad that she had forgotten the camera battery?
I called and said I was sad i had no one to eat with. Her immediate response, “Yeah, because you have no one to buy you dinner.”
Guess who had money to buy dinner for herself. Would I have said something like that if all id wanted was for her to buy me food? No. I spent a good percentage of the day alone in the food court hoping Cassie would show up so I wouldnt be by myself.
Im not even mad she never came.
What Im mad about is that she didnt come because she automatically assumed I was going to be mad at her. and she gets mad when i assume shes upset about something.
Am I really that bad of a person? Because its kind of exhausting and irritating when your best friends make you into some short tempered monster in their heads. Do I even have friends? Or are they all just scared of me?
